Strong Enough

What I wrote in my last post just sounds so...fake. I'm not saying that I didn't feel those words, but they just don't sound right. Who wants to hear crap like that? I have a long way to go to be able to express my self properly, but that's the purpose of starting this blog - to write with some discipline, knowing that others may be reading, instead of writing however I want for myself in a journal. So, have patience people!

For now I'll let Sheryl Crow express to you pretty much exactly the state of me right now:

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave

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